alien_ate

wide awake!

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 11:05:51 GMT

So I was @ a party and there was a shooting and some guy got shot in the back and a guy pretty much right next to me in the leg. It took 4 shots for me to react, it was weird but @ the same time takin a sip of my hefeweizen didn't help. I'm drifting away from a person I truly love and its weird! I'm not benefiting from waiting and she's doing nothin to prevent this. What can I do? I've been pretty damn patient, and of course ill act like a fool when I don't have her, then come to my senses when I do, but I don't think ill be given that chance
p.s. I regret nothing I did on friday the 13th and I still got a head change goin hahaha

what's going on?

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 15:52:36 GMT

I think I'm becoming numb, becoming a person I never saw my self being....I'm really hating these past couple of days and I'm @ the verge of giving up! I'm almost careless bout everything and everyone, I don't wanna become this person but who knows what will happen, maybe its just a phaze? Who gives a fuck!

FUCK!

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 20:43:42 GMT

Today is officialy the shittiest day ever....I feel like such crap about everything I've done and been doing and everything that's going on and just god damn life's a fucking bummer right now, and I hate writting about this bullshit on here but hey I have no one to talk to so that's pretty cool too

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 18:05:52 GMT

I miss her so so much and I can't wait for the day when everything is all better again, I know what I have to do and I'm gonna try my hardest to do it, I'm not giving up...I'm wayyyy to in love to just walk away.......all I ask is for a bit of support from friends, even though I haven't been acting like my self, sorry just hope you guys are there in the end also!

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 18:28:37 GMT

Listening to SAOIN wondering when it'll be pee-wee herman time again ]; and wondering why the best things in life are so damn hard to hold on too! I'm seriously scared I'm gonna start drfiting away from friends soon because of weird insercurities I have of my self, I feel like I'm never gonna be able to be the person I wanna be, not because I'm trying to fit in but because I act ways I feel I shouldn't and end up f***ing things up for my self!

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 17:36:28 GMT

So I'm finally 18! Thought it would be a big deal but it honetsly isn't, well I got some really cool gifts and I'd like to thank my wonderful gf for that, and for succeding in making me happy in one way or another yesterday, I LOVE YA. I'd also like to thank my bro Benji Ruiz for the quick surprise visit and all of you who actually wished me a happy b-day.

=/

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 00:25:23 GMT

LOW!

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 17:49:46 GMT

so far my summer has involved going to work and sitting around my boring ass house and thats it!! so if this is what summmers gonna be like....i say fuck it!

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 03:16:15 GMT

I need a NEW job =(

Hot & Bored!

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 02:11:51 GMT

So today i went to buy some illegal fireworks from my friends blind uncle with some buddies and we waited soo long just to get our hands on 80 bucks worth of works LAME! and i have a huge feeling tomorrow is gonna suck ass! today has been boring annoying and i just hate everyone and everything about today!

-FUCK YOU! I'm out

Skick Skick Skick

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 22:06:00 GMT

i just ordered my sidekick 3! woohoo! I cant wait for monday now, it'll be here by then!

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 18:31:10 GMT

today we finally graduate!im pretty excited!

Thu, 25 May 2006 04:06:02 GMT

I love my girlfriend!

....

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 23:45:41 GMT

I cant wait for that day when everything is better

i dont even know

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 03:58:52 GMT

Wow me on livejournal never thought it would happen, guess i gave in whatever. This shit is complicated though i feel like an idiot on it thats what always kept me from getting one haha